Unknown person in my little world

Unknown somebody

Dear unknown "YOU"
Abandoned and unknown
Forever lost and still unfound
I do think about you and I wonder if I could see you
Will YOU take my fear?
But YOU were never here and there was never HIM
For all those years, I wish YOU were here
But YOU missed out having ME
Though I am not unloved neither neglected nor disappointed 
I just have that feeling to see YOU once, I really want to know you DAD
I have a feeling that your memories might still haunt YOU
For the child YOU hurt since she never knew YOU nor heard about YOU
I don't even know your face, Just your fake name
And that fake name still holds the pain within me
I wish and I have a great hope to meet YOU here after

       Thank you :(