I have grown up to a woman now
But the saddest thing in me is i haven't seen my dad so far
No matter how i was brought up till now but i really want to seeYOU
Just wanted to see how YOU look like and wanted to know why did YOU leave me like this
You may have your reason for not coming back but i really wanted to feel your warmth
Many questions are left unanswered and i wanted to move on to get those answers from YOU
I am waiting for the time to meet you DAD
You cannot do this to me
I can't take my last breadth without seeing you and neither can you do this
I am being rude and mean here when telling this but what to do dad, i got no option than to curse this on you
I am sorry for being so mean here, but the bottom line is i wanted to feel you
When i say i miss my dad, it doesn't mean my parents left me too
So dont get me wrong here friends.....
I have them always on my side sharing every sorrow and celebrating every joy
They are the light of my life and i am so happy to have them with me
I am thankful to them for who i am and where i stand and i would never repay their kindness
I would try my best to help them and i am sorry if i can't fulfill all your dreams
But i promise i will not let you all to suffer
I have my most important person whom i have trusted and loved so much
They are the one who taught me to learn to live well
They gave me the strength to win letting me to forget my weakness
They became my strength when i lose and my motivator when weakness rule my world
So those are my grandma, azha and amchum who have suffered a lot to nurture me
They have sacrificed many things to make me happy and to give me education
My heart felt gratitude to my most important person in my life and i am glad to have you in my little world
I would end this piece by saying these few words to my beloved parents and my most important person
If i have ever hurt your feelings when i talk about my dad, than i am very sorry and please forgive me
I don't mean that you all aren't good, you all are awesome and i must say i have my best person ever
But i just wanted to know him(dad) and wanted to see him
I wont go away from you all if i could meet him
I promise to be by your side through my life and i wont let you down
TRUST ME!, I will never leave you
I am looking and waiting for my big day to come
To be with my unknown dad
To make him known to the world
And this is my wish and i shall move with it
May GOD help me to find him....
